cimoraaaa aaaa

2009-12-01T01:17:00.000-08:00

kirim aku dirimu, biar jadi teman ku...
dan aku sepi berada disini.. dan disini aku tak mau sendiri
biar jadi teman ku..

2009-11-30T01:24:00.000-08:00

heyy, its raining today..
soooooo damn cold!
i got flu and i had headache! ahh, and and im so boring.
i got nothing to do, got nothing to update with you guys.
just now i call hazim.. ahh, relief siket,biarlah sekejap pon.
ckp ngan baby 22 mins je..
whatelse ah? nothing.. nothing. im a boring person!
gahhh.

bye.

sweetness

2009-11-28T01:17:00.000-08:00

i rarely upload kissing picture!

ahh, i think it is true! i am in love.. truly in love

misses

2009-11-27T23:52:00.000-08:00

thousand misses :

cuwa
intan
haziem
nine
fa
hazqil
along

whoelse eh?

long

2009-11-27T23:45:00.000-08:00

distance is really not a problem if you love that person

curhat

2009-11-27T01:29:00.000-08:00

blast day!, today is eid adha!
while waiting for my pet society nak buka im thinking of blogging and tumblr.
banyak sgt nak took care of!
ahhh, what can i say, i miss someone.
it seems like i miss someone like everyday , every minutes and every seconds now!
im so thankful!
i hope this time is the right person, i just want to be in love and want it to be the best ever and the last one!
capek sudah! later i will reveal the person.
pray for my happiness!

*part of the lists

dear..

2009-11-27T01:12:00.000-08:00

Dear Tummy,

Sorry for the butterflies lately,
but i swear it is not my fault.
It is his.

H.S

2009-11-26T11:01:00.000-08:00

i need love!
i need you!

zodiac

2009-11-26T10:49:00.000-08:00

VIRGO - THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER
(8/23-9/22)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis’ in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT
(2/19-3/20)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to give up.

how about you?

2009-11-21T11:16:00.000-08:00

i got feelings for this???

gaaahhhh what happend to me!?!?!

Q wishlists

2009-11-20T08:17:00.000-08:00

HAZIM PLEASEEEEE.. haha

Words women use & what they really mean:

2009-11-20T05:27:00.000-08:00

Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.

Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.

Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.

Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.

Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.

Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.

Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”.

*copied from rinrin ( and this is soooooo true! hahah)

film

2009-11-18T22:56:00.001-08:00

gahhh, bloggy.
id even k how to write a blog nemo!
it seems that nothing special pop up in my daily life.
but the love story was an exception
today is thursday, hope for a better day!
maybe im goin to pasar malam.. my sis want to treasure the heels over there!
we are the budget girl, hv to shops budgetly..haha. pity us!
dont even care, s long s v lewk gud on it!oyehoyeh..
argh, today m really hoping that my brother would sy that
i may come with him to kuala lumpur.
errrr.. but idk my feeling is not really good, myb bad luck?
but m not doin the packing yet. ahahha.
so, no rugirugi.
that is it fer today.
told ya im boring. haha.

*turn me on

the one

2009-11-18T22:41:00.000-08:00

in the end,
you'll
know which people really love
you,
they are the ones who see you
for who you are and,
no matter
what always find a way
to be at your
side.

please..

2009-11-17T23:35:00.000-08:00

jodoh..

ade ke orang tolak jodoh?

ada ke orang x percaya pada jodoh?

it is fate rite?

kenapa jadi susah sangat nie.

bukannya ak x cuba, aku cuba okay! tp hati aku xnak

takkan nak paksa???

susah sangat ke nak terima kalau aku xda jodoh ngan dia?

mungkin silap aku sebab terima dia dulu?

mungkin?? tapi setiap apa yang berlaku ada hikmahnya kan?

orang yang tidak di posisi kita boleh paksa apa je kita nak buat kan..

tp kita yang nak tanggung..

kita yang hadapinya.. dah berapa kali aku cuba ketepikan hati untuk puaskan orang.

tp lambat laun hasilnya sama juga.. kali ni aku xnak macam tu lagi..

aku akan cuba bertahan dan buktikan pendirian aku.

arghh... tapi susahnya sebab kita duduk dengan orang sekeliling yang memaksa.

susah sangat ke nak terima keputusan aku?

this is my life.. aku tahu diorang sayang aku.. tp apa salahnya kasi aku kesempatan untuk rasa gembira sendiri.. sampai bila aku nak puaskan hati orang, takkan aku nak menipu dia lagi.

kenapalaaaaaahhhhh?

aku ingatkan benda ni dah berakhir, terima lah keputusan aku dengan tenang..

tapi.. pasti ada yang mengungkit..

ya, dia mmg baik, tp dah aku ngan dia x serasi apa aku boleh buat..

aku dah cuba..

hampir enam bulan aku cuba pujuk hati aku ni.. tapi kosong.. apa hasilnya? aku cuma boleh menipu diri sendiri dan dia..

eh, tolong lah, aku xnak hipokrit lagi.. nak tunggu sampai aku kahwin ngan dia?

haaahhhh! xdapatlah!

dah la.. dahla ... penat la benda nie.. penat tau!

tolong la kasi aku buat keputusan sendiri..

aku xnak lagi dah libatkan mereka..

biarlah.. apa2 hal aku sendiri setel, aku yang ambil risiko ni, if anything happen aku jugak akan tanggung sendiri.. doakan kebahagiaan aku jer la.

*annoyed

congrats yaww!

2009-11-16T09:37:00.000-08:00

if yuo can raed tihs, you hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Can you raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

i got bored ;D

2009-11-09T19:45:00.000-08:00

Are you ready for a long survey ?
absolutely!

What does the song you’re listening to remind you of?
it's my life-bon jovi

Is there someone who makes you instantly smile when you receive a message from them?
yeah :)

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
exam!

Are you disappointed in anyone?
nope.

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
thinking about things..

What were you doing at 3am this morning?
doing my past years questions.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell anyone?
of course, the best friend ;)

Is there anything in your past that you would do differently?
not falling in love just because of sympathize (idk the spelling)hahaha..

Will this weekend be a good one?
hopefully, dunno what im doing yet though

How many tattoos would you get?
wahhh.. never

What is the latest you’ve stayed up in the past week?
it seems like everyday? ehe

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
depends, sometimes you do need that one on one :)

Where’s your phone right now?
next to me.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
yes and id never want it to end.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
yeah and they got pretty annoyed :L

Who was your last missed call from?
haziem sulaiman

What woke you up this morning?
haziem sulaiman

Could you date someone taller than you?
of course!

Is there anyone that hates you right now?
hopefully not.

Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
naaah

If someone liked you, what would be the best way for them to tell you?
any way just tell me!

Are you looking forward to anything?
yeees! meeting someone! and finished my dip!

Do you like surprises?
well, ofcourse baby suga!

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
both :) but if i hav to choose, i go for a gorgeous smile!

Is it easy to make you smile?
yeah.

What color is your toothbrush?
blue.

Have you ever had a black and white cat?
nopee.

Last time you had someone cook for you?
last night

What are you doing right now?
filling this out.

Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
nah but makes me pretty sad :(

Are promises important to you?
yeah, trust is extremely important.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
zara

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night of course.

What are you listening to right now?
a little love song-jennifer

Eye color?
black/dark brown

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
nope.

Favorite Season?
spring? hahha

Last Movie you Watched?
year one

Piercings?
ears.

What were you doing before filling this out?
facebook.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
right.

Are you missing someone?
yeah :(

Do you have a tattoo?
nope.

How’s your hair?
annoying.

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
no :L

First thing you thought about this morning?
exam and him!

Are you shy?
sometimes.

Favorite tv show?
gossip girls

What are the things you always take with you?
mobile&lipsticks

Are you there for your friends?
yeah im always there if they need me:)

Are you a forgiving person?
depends..

What alcohol do you drink?
nope!

Who is with you now?
my sister , fa

Who were you with last time you ate?
the family.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
epul

Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
haha yes!

What are your plans for tonight?
going to bed in a bit.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yeh anyday.

What’s your favorite subject?
english

Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
me and salwa, yahoo messenger :L

Do you want to be married right now?
:L no.

What do you usually do first in the morning
dreaming.

Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
no.

What are you looking forward to about tomorrow?
nothing, its going to be a crap day.. i have a exam! :(

Do you know anyone who is a hypocrite?
yeh almost everyone is.

Are you expecting a phone call?
heee, yeah?

Do you think alcohol should be banned?
yeahhh

When you’re in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
friends, music

...

2009-11-09T10:44:00.000-08:00

rm178
am i worth it?

* thanks.
i need u so much!

the follower

2009-11-06T02:26:00.000-08:00

don't know where i'm going
but i'm going after you!..

if not now then when?

reality

2009-11-06T01:52:00.000-08:00

LiFE is full of tragic
full of drama

so complicated

LiFE is full of suprises
and suspens!..
bare with it.

you just have to be prepared
and be mean sometimes.
dont let the world rules you

think twice!

please??

2009-11-04T04:03:00.000-08:00

I wanted you to fight for me.I wanted you to say there is no one else you could ever be with and you'd rather be alone then without me.

A lists of feelings

2009-11-03T06:42:00.000-08:00

Nostalgia
Longing
Anxiety
Anticipation
Contentment
Elation
Love
Understanding
Nervousness
Decisiveness
Melancholy
Hopefullness

what if ?

2009-11-03T06:40:00.000-08:00

if i died tonight, how many people would care?
how many people would know?
how many people would moan and wish they had me back?
how many people would regret being assholes?
how many people would wish they loved me more?
how many people would wish they loved me less?

the end

2009-11-02T06:52:00.000-08:00

1 november 2009

we were talking on the phone.
i treat him lyk always.. but then just a lil bit of my self showed!
he noticed and me too...
after half and hour talking,
he send me an sms ...

"why wont you say 'i love you' anymore?"

im blurred! idk wether i should
tell him the truth or lied to myself again..
and ... the ugly truth is shown..
im shaking but at the same time i felt a thousand of relief!
ive never been this honest about my feeling to him..
idk how should i react, i will go with the flow..
but then
he send me an sms again,

"we're done"

i cried! .. confused!
is this the right decision??!?!?
oh God please tell me what should i do.
i lost the person that love me and care for me.
i take the risks to be with someone that i like.
is this the best decision??..
or im just ruined with my chance to be happy?. i dont know.
not even a clue.
im just following my heart.

i asked him.. wether he is serious or not..
then he answered...

"Am i serious? ofcourse i am. Look,
im really tired of this thing happening
again and again. so, harap kamu faham.
Thx for the love u gave me anyway.
Bye."

once again, i felt empty
the emptiness that have to be fulfilled
arghhh.. more blurred!
i cried cried and cried..
do i make the right decision?
im questioning myself over and over and over again
im exhausted..

is this the end of everything? or just a beginning to a new thing?
we will see..

my roc

2009-11-02T06:26:00.000-08:00

If I wrote a book about where we stand,then the title of my book would be life with Superman, that´s how you make me feel, I count you as a privilege, this love is so ideal, I´m honored to be in it,I know you feel the same, I see it everyday, in all the things you do, and all the things you say
You are my roc, you're the truth, I love to roc with you, you're everything I need, so baby roc with me..I wanna kiss ya, feel ya,(please ya just fine)I wanna touch ya,love ya .
Reward ya for all the things you do, If I were to try to count,the ways to make me smile
I'd run out of fingers before I run out of timeless things to talk about suga
you keeps it going on,make me wanna keep my loving strong,make me wanna try my best to give you what you want,what you need, giving you my whole heart not just a little piecemore than a minimum,
I´m talking everything more than a single wish
I´m talking every dream
If there´s options, I don't want them, they're not worth my time cause if it's not you
Oh, no thank you, I like us just fine you a roc in the sand,
you're the smile in a crowd,
you´re my joy through the pain,
you're the truth through the lies,no matter what I do, I know that I can count on you

i love you

2009-10-31T21:59:00.000-07:00

these three words
they coud change our lives
FOREVER..

finding solution

2009-10-28T18:28:00.000-07:00

happy and sad..
hurts and empty..
heart or surrounding..

QUESTION MARK ?

found

2009-10-27T10:19:00.000-07:00

hahaha..
been all by urself all this while.
here i come!
hide and seek.

ur hiding and im seeking.

lindsay lohan

2009-09-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

all time favourite!
i want her want. exactly like her!

love LL

...

2009-09-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

you nearly here,and then
you dissapear

diva

2009-09-30T02:05:00.000-07:00

guys! guess what,
i got dslr nikon d5000
cool heh? hahaha.
not totally mine lah.. sharing is more caring.
if not there will be one makcik yang akan bising maki2. (fa) hahahahaha
and oh ya btw, tomorrow m goin to redang island. family vacation.
haih, will have so much fun lah dude!
till the buhbye!

morning

2009-09-25T19:37:00.000-07:00

ohh lala.

im awake now!

soo sleepy, but yet still have to be strong to still awake.

oh my god!

my cousins are here already.

beraya lagi.

ahahahaha.

after this m going to cik dah house.

makan soto!

yeahh

so, till then buhbye!

xoxo

raya lagi!

2009-09-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

penat! hari ni kira open house lah.
penat sgt!
satu kitchen aku clean!
hehehe
seronok jugak lah.
mmm, busy.
brb.

lotsa love!

afternoon

2009-09-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

ahhaha, just woke upp!
pening2 lalat,
mama kejot nak g beraya kat k.trg
nak bersiap2. zaaaassss!

walking on a dream

2009-09-23T12:20:00.000-07:00

my birthday!

yeeaaahhh, can someone sing me a birthday song?

puhless!

hahaha, and i need lots and lots of gift!

god bless me and all of u!

love ya

xoxo

byebye ramadhan here comes eid mubarak

2009-09-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

last puasa.
herrmm, sedihnyaa...
setan dah boleh keluar pulak.
esok raya! yayyy! hahahha
nak sakan2 nya bergaya!
part yang paling best duit raya lah!
hahaha.
ampun maaf jatuh tmpt ke-2
sedara2 ke-3
hahahaha
okepp gtg nak gosok baju raya!
purple

byebye

2009-09-17T13:18:00.001-07:00

off to singapore for couple of days.
gonna miss u guys!
selamat hari raya. ampun ya!

kasi yang cantikcantik di hari raya!
sayang korang! selamanya

eid mubarak 2009

2009-09-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya.
ahaaaaa.. m so excited! fuckin excited
cant wait for that day, always counting. eheee.
oh ya this friday subuh lagi dah gerak balik singapore!
happynya.
nak jumpa nenek, cik intan,acu, mija
whoaa!!!!!
ermm.skrng ngah dlm mood menggila lagu raya
sambil uat choc chips cookies nie.. hha.
menyempat lagi online, webbie ngan my fruit heart hazqil, rambut dia dah panjang!
ada gigi nak penuh dah, senyuman yang amat comel! ngan abg d disamping! arghhh x sabar nak jumpa hazqil,mesti sgt comel!
haaa! skrh sefol pon ada kat umah, galok nak uat cookies skali. sementara tunggu cookies lam oven ktoang joget2.. hahaha. enjoi sehh! xsabar sgt dah nie!
ermmm. ok la.. miss u guys! miss u ajiem!

2009-09-13T10:52:00.001-07:00

flew.

2009-09-13T10:46:00.000-07:00

hey yeah guys!
i got new tumblr.
do add me if u gt one!
www.queenc.tumblr.com
and facebook.
haha.
and msn.
and ym
and myspace.
coming,twitter and ning. hahha
macam2 kan.
crazy tech!
love you guys!

mwah!

petite

2009-09-12T11:57:00.000-07:00

Prince A

2009-09-12T10:48:00.000-07:00

"oh pleaseee.. say to me
u let me be ur man and please say to me
you let me hold your. now let me hold your hand
i want to hold your hand"

him. i hope you read this, im sorry for keeping a secret from you all this while
it is just that i dont want to loose you.
i want you to want me, and you do know that i want you.
but i cant do anything now.
i dont have the strength to hurt others feeling.
all i have to do is wait, wait for the right time
and maybe if we are meant for each other, we will be.
promise to me you will keep smiling for me
be the crush for me
and dont let me go.. dont back off upon me..
please.

*i know i let you down

breaking

2009-09-11T02:44:00.000-07:00

i hate this.
WHY? i try to do my best.. why , what with the critics?
do u think its a good one? no.. its not going on well with me.
yea its my fault i didnt smile, but i do it with all my heart, its a sincere one.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. no mood. at all!!!!
feels like eating outside today, but idk who i want to invite ..
m so alone .. takkan nak berbuka sendirian? argh.. o maybe i can take away my food and eat in the car? mmm. how bout that? . argh , fuck up giler argh!
i love to be her helper, but i cant take the critics anymore. its to harsh for me or am i being too sensitive.? i hope one day we both we realize with what we are doing.

*tense

homeless to harvard

2009-09-10T14:47:00.000-07:00

omg! u must watch the movie.
im just finishing it. and its really inspiring!. its good when ur so lazy or blur with ur life.
dude! watch this,its based on a true story and please wake up!
we are human being, all the same. so if she can do it, why not we?
i know u guys agree with me.. but then, its all up to ourselves pulak kn.
i want to change! maybe i will try. a couple of days. hahaha.
hope its will b immortal. ughh, idk its really need a braveheart!
but im.. nope.. my heart is soooo easy to goyah ..
my life . umm, what interest me is fashion, style.. the rest. idk.. pretty lame ryt.
argh, i want to be someone that mature that can change for the better.
i know all this but why, why am i sooo idk, it seems like no words can describe it.
i bet some of u felt the same. pity u, pity me, pity us.
maybe to survive we have to realize . education is really important.
maybe its not that important to you, but to live and to our dignity and pride.
yeap.. very important! off now.
just think.think for your own good.. even if its so hard, try. PLEASE.

heres a peek-a-boo of this movie (so the previous movie actually)
In this fact-based cable TV drama, Thora Birch stars as Liz Murray, the daughter of a loving but extremely dysfunctional Bronx family. Weighed down with a coke-addict father and an HIV-infected mother, Liz spends her early years shuttling from squalid apartment to public shelter and back again. At 15, she breaks away from her home life (what there is of it) and takes to the streets. Only after the death of her mother does Liz develop the determination to better her lot in life. Virtually begging her way back into high school, she becomes a superb student, and at 19, with funding from a scholarship and a part-time job with the New York Public Interest Group, "born loser" Liz enters Harvard University. The real Liz Murray co-produced the film and plays a cameo role as a social worker. Homeless to Harvard: The Liz Murray Story premiered April 7, 2003, on the Lifetime network. ~ Hal Erickson, All Movie Guide

alive

2009-09-10T13:00:00.000-07:00

RACHEL ALLEN BAKED! must watch! ... hahah. its all about dessert. wallah!
m just finished watching i do(but) i dont.
quite interesting, and now im waiting for homeless for harvard. the title seems interesting to me. also must watch!
so, m waiting for it, start at 4 am till 6.
hopefully my eyes will have all the strength to fin the movie.
whoops, dah mula dah.
later

*focussssssssss.. so, shhh!

xoxo

2009-09-09T13:22:00.000-07:00

its already 4.24 am yet still fresh , done watching gg.
uhh, what a life . i mean my life, just like some useless kids.
doin nothing , sleep late and wakey up afternoon.
lazy ass , argh. till when im gonna be like this? i realize but then..
hmmmph, still nothing change
hahaha. its all about myself, if i really want this im gonna make it happen ryt.
nonsense! dont bother me! haha.
tata

* u dont know what m talking about. so, GYOL!

breath/ be happy

2009-09-04T00:48:00.000-07:00

sometimes we really are hoping for the wrong things.
it is so difficult to let people understand our feeling, even if we hope or tell them , its not their fault, maybe its because they r not in our position.
so, what we can do is, keep it to ourselves. or just keep dreaming.
life. argh, sometimes its feel so good and sometimes we dont even wish to be born, that is what we called experience, yet we still cannot accept it. why? why? why?
COMPLICATED! , be strong , believe in urself !
pray for the best.

*calm

bottom of the ocean

2009-09-02T02:09:00.000-07:00

in my dream u appear for a while!. shia! heeee. im so crazily in love with shia.
also my deary qadri, they r like twin. hahaha, u r just like everything that i will never find again if i loose both of u and u have to love me for me.
be happy ;)
erghhhh, guys i never update since hari apa ntah! cant remember.
mmm, nothing much about me actually, last night i went out with azlie and azad, we went to karaoke, ranjit also there, whoa we r singing about 20 songs, what a blast! ranjit gempak seh suara! , azad so the anuar zain! and me, more to nora. ahhahahahah. sendiri kasi pingat! after that we went to warung kuning , en.dd and en.azuan , megat ngan en.dd cuzie i think! hmmmph.. also there! we were lepaking till 1 am.
after that we went to mcd kerteh! lepaking lagi till 3 am. haha, sahur sekali lah ni.
we were talking crap. dush dash dang! secreto. hahaha.. urgh, have fun, thanks guys! o yah, m telling u guys, im covering my head this ramadhan, insya-Allah kekal. hope so... mm.. even covering still got the attention! wahahaha.
whatever.! oklah, later.

*be happy ;)

twinkle little star

2009-08-25T10:57:00.000-07:00

off to bed now.*meow
btw, i got test 2morrow.damn
luck all the way! hhhahhaa. tata

*sweet wet dreams

DUMBLEDORE IN MEMORY

2009-08-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

im just gt back from tarawih.. hmm, my first time in this new mosque , what a change, dolu2 surau kecil and now! mesjid yang megah! .. and im proud to be in it! .. hopefully, Allah SWT bukakan hatiku untuk menjadi insan yang lebih mulia.
amin.
urghhh heres the sad part. guys! my dumbledore mati, redha jer la, maybe dia sakit, idk since hari beli dia sihat, but after a few days, dia cm lemah! cm sakit, i sedar dia mcm tu, but then still im not doing anything, just ignore.. maybe the time has come .. ... no more hammy. so sadddddd ;( tomato kamu sihat ya! stay pretty.

*thinking of buying crocs, blue or red? mmmmph

castle of boredom

2009-08-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

erghhh. my head is spinning! omg, maybe becuase im doing nothing? maybe because im only facing my whitey cutey laptop? idk!
plus m sooo damn boring.. my hammy jugak pemalas, always tido, all day long.errk, nak kena suntik kah?
bababababa. m im going to bank in some of my money at other account, coz i bought an oversized tee and cardigan.. but dont worry cause i do get the feedback from my customer. ergh, syukran!
sayangg, whoever u r come to me! be with me , lets jalanjalan..hehe
entah ape aku mepek! miss u guys, miss u girls!

this wednesday i got law test, lucky me its an open book test, so i dont need 2 study alot! arghrhrhrhr. pray for my successful! mwah.

*headache

dull dull blah

2009-08-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

>

2 days 2 days, i xleh puasa .. erghh.. fine, cause nnt leh ganti.
gosh, m so borrring, esok class as usual. mmm.. idk what to do , just waiting for saiful ntok bwk balik waffle n my pepsi twist. grrr, i miss u, yeah u. u know who u r. oh ya, i gt one more bff! my pakcik kesayangan , nine. he is so sweet, byk kecek!
intan, i miss u 2, kecik miss u 2, cuwa miss u 2, desi miss u 2. ahhh. letihnya. haha'. u guys! i think i gain weight.. ergh, beratnya badan malas nya ... maybe because of m getting old. idk, hope this puasa leh kembali berat asal..

today i dah bank in duit for my acid washed skinny and headband also clincher.. what else to buy. ? hmmmph..
always habiskan duit, but then duit itu dari hasil usaha ku sendiri.
so, its okayy lah, my mum pon x bising ,, kan kan..okayylah. xtau apa nak typoooo typoo lagi. my 2-2 hammy just fine. i miss my qadri. er, idc.haha

commitment

2009-08-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

guys! announcement ..
i FELL IN LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH Shia Labeouf
gosh! ultimate feelingwith ultimate fallin.. always in my heart <3

2009-08-22T03:43:00.000-07:00

its been forever and ever and ever. gosh i miss doing this things. coretcoret...
wanna wish u guys a BIG happy ramadhan, and happy fasting! jangan skip2 tau.. but then, first day puasa ak udah ponteng! hahahha. cool huhh. chillax guys, bulan mulia ni gather byk2 pahala okeyy. blank lah! btw , its been raining today. rahmat! okepp imy.. byebye
mwaahh

adore,miss,lucky

2009-08-18T21:42:00.000-07:00

nigella! jimmy! do come to my house and cook for me, fuckin hungry.. i think i cn eat someone.. beware! .. and please stay away from me...
yeahh, today my class cancelled since the lecturer is away, so im having a total fun, eventhoe m alredy woke up and take a bath! it doesnt matter, the feeling is still great. err. i miss my fellow, my beautiful fellow, my intan, my kecik, my cuwa, my desi and my along. haaa, i want to be with them. miss u guys muchy muchy much! mwahhh! pls dont be apart. oh ya i miss u guys real guys thou. haha my qadri, my nine and my ajiem! mwahh. heart u guys! my friends are supercool and supersweetheart! eventhoe some of u guys i just know for ths short time, but then u guys just being superb kind hearted! argghhhh, glad knowing yall .
err, idk why all of sudden i watched this music and lyrics again. haha, idk for how many times already, and the more i watched that movie the more i fell in love wit drew barrymore.. i lover her style and her voice, haha. lovin everything about her.
currently im listening to ave maria by beyonce, my god! im so touched . ;( u guys, listen to it, puhlliissss..oh ya, btw alhamdulillah, my business is getting better. whoa, syukur and im thinking of buying hamster today.cant wait! errrr. m goin to name the hammy dumbledore! hahaha. and maybe hegrid , cute aipe. maybe a hamster o g.pig.. which is betteR? mmmmmph..

toodles
*je'taime

2009-08-17T11:29:00.000-07:00

Bytheway, dont worry i do wear protection! hahaha.
chillax guys! oh ya, HAZIEM SULAIMAN.. i miss u, i think u should know!
mwacks ;*

AAR superawesome. marry me tyler!

2009-08-17T11:09:00.000-07:00

its been like forever im not tellin you guys whats on my mind
haaa, i bet u guys miss me! grrrr. wtd! hahaha. okkayy, now its 2.10 in the morning.. and what the hell am i doing? why arent i sleeping? im not feelin like it at this moment. yeahh. mlm masih muda! and im still young. live life to the fullest! grrr. nope, dont take that as a note! ohh u shouldnt have! okayy.
about the worldstage thingy! yeah. SUPERAWESOME! the best ever and i love AAR so baddddd! .. yeahh yeahhh, haaa, n i met my new guy, nine! he is supercool, supersweetheart, thanks for the kindness! thanks okay! hope to see u next time! we can chillax, maybe nonton! hee ;D
ohhhhh.. i got a confession to make. sooner i will tell the whole world that im back with this guys! this one guys that keep loving me and willing to take care of me.
i think this is the best decision that i can think of.
whoa, its not easy but .. here goes.

to be cont.. (actually there is something on my mind that burden me)

*p/s- mr nine, thanks huny! u r the best, im so glad that we r friends
i really hope that our friendship would lasts forever, i heart u nine!
peace.. trying to gali u moe

rebel, deep inside my <3

2009-08-13T19:59:00.000-07:00

i dont know somehow i felt like they delay this trip on purpose.
arghh. tense!.. how come, its all because tha BIG D .. fuck life.
what the hell they want from us? being a good dolly girls all the time?
what if we are? they still dont want to believe, still felt like others are more better, they never gonna realize that we r doing what we can and the best.
r v too much? arghhh.
i know i may sound too harsh, but then, my patience also got the limit.
is it so hard, just to stood in one decision, once u made it , u gave us hope then u want to ruin it last minute? WTH!??!?!!!
i dont understand at all, everytime the D is coming back home, then v r gonna fight, arguing sanasini lah. arshole! .. i know he like the house to be in tense, all his kids being like a soldier, silent in the house... dia nak rumah x bernyawa! wth? we r kids and this is what we good at.. NOISE! FML! if u really dont like us, then leave us, maybe one day if u need us back, come to us, we can accept u, after all ure not the one who took care of us all this time? all of sudden, when u already broke, the u want to rule the house? , D i told you, my heart is sick of this!, cant take this no more,

*rebelled

rupanya hujan di tengahari.

2009-08-13T10:44:00.000-07:00

sadly, im not going tonight.
its been postpone for tomorrow.
something came up, this evening and we have to canceled the trip
hopefully tomorrow, we r going, i cant bare just to sit at home, doing nuthing
accept for kemaskini rumah . fuckin boring.. lame huh???
btw, we had a fight with my mum and dad this evening, samll matter, but when u ungkit punkit jungkit semua.. yeah its getting bigger and hotter.
mmm sabar je lah! naik hantu masingmasing!
im packing all my stuff for the trip tomorrow, cuba cubi baju2.. hah! and wallah, the result mengancam! hahha. nope lah, im simple okay.
o yah, m off to bed now, my mata sgt pedih, my head nyutnyut sebab menangis yg teruk.
*emo

HML

journey

2009-08-13T01:19:00.000-07:00

counting..
two more hours before my journey to k.lumpur
btw, am i too much? *sigh

even when she said nothing

2009-08-12T09:05:00.000-07:00

Today, i got 2 class. one in the afternoon, and one more, tonight.
but then i skip one class so, only got one left! .
and now im finish study for today.
i went to post office this evening, cause got 3 shirt to be post and after that me, fa , akmal, and khairy went to karaoke box.
ergghh. i sang a few songs, which are dipersimpangan dilema, kesetiaan, cinta akhir garisan and one more.. i cant remember. hahwahwha,
i think i can be a singer! hahaha. if not lion pon acceptable!
hahahaha.. so, let me tell u guys something..
i called HER yesterday. pleaseee dont get mad at me, at least that the least i can do. i miss her, but i know im maybe doing something wrong here,
but i cant help myself.. it is not that i want to be like her..
i just want her to be my friend, idk it is just the feeling from my heart!
im just being honest, if not it feel lyk something heavy i carried on my life these past few month,
yes! i admit i tried to hate her, stay away from her, get her out of my life but then, it was so hard, the more i tried the more her faces come into my mind!
am i going crazy? maybe some dumb bitch! hahaha.
sorri folks for letting u down! ..
okey enuff for this story.. haha. the rest im going to keep it myself!.
this nite, im going out with kecik, makan kat balai.. fetch dia kat rumah, then contact shah ajak lepak skali. after that we went to karaoke.. again for today! hahahha. hermm. shah! u r talented! ur voice! amazed me! hahaha.
dah jatuh hati ngan suara shah pulak! habeslah! hahahha.
thanks for today guys! at least got something diff to do from usual days.. kan kan.
so today wasnt bad at all for me! yeahh.. two thumbs up for myself! haha.
oh ya i hope azlie will get well soon, he told me that he is not feeling well, maybe nak fever kot. idk, makan ubat ya dear! .. jangan jatuh sakit! susah nnt!
uhh.
okay guys end of story for today.
im going to take a nap!
see ya later.

to be con..

to her

2009-08-10T22:35:00.000-07:00

dear.. month by month passed by, but till now i cant get her out of my mind!
why? am i desperately want her back in my life?
i want to be like the first time we knew each other, we can hanging out just the two of us, telling each other secret. urghh, why is this happening to us?
why wont she shared her secret with me? and why cant we get along? i love you, deep down my heart, i want to be with u, be one of ur bff , i dont know, am i stupid? maybe.. but uhhh. its hard i dont know how to be her friends. maybe i should contact her again? naah, maybe not, i dont want to bother her new life with new girlfriends.
maybe one day if we meant to be together, we will!
sorry for what ive done. her 2229

blue moon

2009-08-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

ive been punished! shit @!^$@#^&!%*. arghhh, so much tense right now.
just now i sakat2 my brother ngan website hantu yang mengejut tuh.. i know dia lemah ngan hantuhantu ni but then i dont know that he will get that far nya terkejut, cm terperanjat sgt. sobsob... pastuh tetiba my mum keluar dan find out apa yang kami buat sebab bobinsky menangis tersedu sedan, pastuh kena leter .. mcm 3 jam kena! hahaha! TENSEN! sangat! pastuh cm yg past2 pon dia ungkitkan balik.
well, fyi my mum nya mulut nie. mulut puaka sket, dia nya puaka leh terguris tercalar semua hati yang keras pon.! hahaha. but then its my mum i tetap sayang dia okey. mengumpat sket2 jer.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... what should i do.. mmg fa pon kena skali jugak la sebab both of us yang sakat nie, and we r the spoilest kids that they got! damn. suxx! nak emo lah! nuff said!
Today abg d dah balik,dalam jam 4, my gosh! i miss hazqil so much, he is getting clever, sweeter than ever. wish i could hug him again, kiss and hug for u my little deary! *sigh* what a bad day ;( wish tomorrow will be better! ;D

TEST

2009-08-08T07:58:00.000-07:00

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF U MAKE A DECISION AND YOU REGRET OF IT
BUT YOU STILL STUCK WITH IT?

kind of fun. ;)

2009-08-08T03:59:00.000-07:00

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog. Write the names of 21 friends you can think of in your head. And then answer the questions , Say you're guessing if you don't know , but at least guess on all of them.After doing this , tag your unlucky friends to do the same.

1. Ajiem
2. FA
3. Qadri
4. Nine
5. Intan
6. Desi
7. Kecik
8. cuwa
9. bobinsky a.k.a akmal
10. sefool
11. hurin
12. kikih
13. shah
14. tengku
15. yaya
16. azlie
17. camelia
18. fufu
19. adib
20. baby
21. sheda

1. How do you meet 7?
in UiTM.. my best friend! (kecik)

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
whoa! maybe one of us never meant to be cousins?? haha (yaya)

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
grrr. NEVER! no. er, idk, i adored no.1 ;)) (baby & ajiem)

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
yeahh! pity her. im here for u (camelia)

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
hahaha. hope so! naahh dont think so! (nine & azlie)

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
yeah! supercool! meowmeow rinrin.. (rinrin)

7. What's 2 favourite colour?
hmmm.. i think its pink.whwhwhhw (fa)

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
hahha. just now..about grr.sexii (akmal)

9. What language does 8 speak？
malay, english, jawa, johor. hahha. want more? (cuwa)

10. Who is 13 going out with?
err.. maybe me?! hahaha, nope lah.idk. later i ask him (shah)

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
yeah!.. i want to make love too. hahaha (camelia)

12. Where does 18 live?
somewhere in kl.. gr.. sori lupa pulak ;P (fufu)

13. What is the best thing about 4?
gila Kentang! (nine)

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
mu gila mu gila mu gila mu gila mu gila! (sefool)

15. What is the best thing about 20?
argh, i just love her (baby)

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
nope. cheeks! yeah.. (fa)

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
whoa to many to tell.. karaoke, overnite! be her close friend, miss u dear (intan)

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
this coming 15/8 , WORLDSTAGE! thankie 9 (nine)

19. How is 7 different from 6?
kecik; untalkative cuwa;sisterhood (kecik & cuwa)

20. Is 2 pretty?
yeah, very! (fa)

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
mature (yaya)

22. How did you meet 3?
time one dtg ntok jumpa fa! saat itulah..;)) (qadri)

23. Is 5 your best friend?
no doubt! (intan)

24. Do you hate 12?
absolutely NO! i love her (kikih)

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
nope. one day mb ;D (fufu)

26. When was the last time you saw 16?
3 days ago (azlie)

27. Have you been to 5's house?
well, yeah baby! (intan)

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
tomorrow maybe? haha mu gila! (sefool)

29. Are you close to 11?
yeah. we r cuzie for life! (rinrin)

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
nope. one day maybe! (nine)

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
never, no way.. we understand each other (cuwa)

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
hahaha. sure! if he do. ;D (adib)

33. When have you lied to 3?
nope. never. im a good person! (qadri)

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
hermm. ask her urself! (rinrin)

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
we in the same house! we know everything! haha (akmal)

43. Has 21 met your parents?
ya iyalah.. :P (sheda)

44. How did you meet 11?
the day she was born ;P (rinrin)

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
no way.. aku sayang dia okey (qadri)

46. Do you live close to 7?
sadly we r not (kecik)

47. What is 8's favourite food?
mmm, nearly everything.. (cuwa)

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
errr... never ask him about that. mm (ajiem)

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
yeahhh.! everytime (akmal)

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
idk, i dont give a damn.. kind of hate him. hahahha (tengku)

2009-08-08T01:07:00.000-07:00

im back from the wedding, just near my house.. its a wedding of kak sabrina and his husband azmi. nice concept, its a garden .. with live band and so onnn..
the food is also okayy lah.. im not into nasi minyak ! but then, the sirap calm me. ahaaaa.. later,we went to see the pengantin. what a beauty!
the simple make up. arghh, i dream for it on my wedding day one day. ohh and the best part is there are few photographer.. they keep taking the photo of me and my sis.. haha. i like it, using their D700 , D90 and D300 .. a great electronic <33 me lovin it. im so blush when they taking the pic, but then, it feels great, hah boleh jadi model sambilan! hahahhahha.. i ask them which r easy to use either canon or nikon, one of them said, its the same u just have to have the passion to learn it , but the other said its nikon.. hmmph, so im thinking of buying nikon.haha... i know the camera thingy is lame already but.. wtf?!?!?!?!hahahha so, mama said to them that me and my sis really love taking picture.. want to be a photographer and blabla.
and they said, yeah why not, they r looking for ladies photographer! hahaha. yeah my chance!.. and one of them aske me whether im still schooling and tingkatan brape???!?!?
wth?!?! haha. muda sgt ke aku?. hmmph, naah im 21 lah!. haha. boleh kerja sudah tau..
so, they give me their card . so later i can contact them and maybe can ask for the picture that they took . hahaha.. grr, hopefully i can be like one of them one day. really in love with that kind of job, travelling, taking picture! grrr,rawr. whatever.

2009-08-07T02:02:00.000-07:00

Its my routine now to update this blog.

it became my diary, entertain people with my stories even u dont feel the joy, haha. just read it and keep it silent, dont want to hear any words!

hahahahhaha.well huny listen to me..

im just finished watching this my girl drama.. hmm, what an ending. (happy ending) but then, fa seems not satisfied because she want this girl with the other boi, not the one she is happy with.. fa? wtf??!?!?

hello!.... today abg d is coming, and im freakin happy, cant wait to jumpa my anak buah.. ! HAZQIL, i love you dear! come to ur aunt, nak bawa dia pergi pantai . jalan2.

yeahhh! yeahhh! yeahh! .. mmm, what else do i want to write? uhh, im going to clean my room, ya lah. keep all the small things because abg d is going to us my room.. and that small things maybe can harm my lovely hazqil. elakkan! oh deardear. i miss u mr.Q .

and now ive already make my decision to give it a try. chillax!

*gelihati <33>

red light means don't go

2009-08-05T22:55:00.001-07:00

DON'T GO.

never give up upon me. i know im a mess but.. i try. i will try my very best to change.

pleaseeee.. im confused, i dont want to actually, i learn how to love and i want to be loved..

Why, why is love that important to me??? but, what i really felt is to be alone, yet still dont want you to go. need someone by my side, keep me company , treat me the little psycho girl when i need a company.. i may sound like selfish. i am!

urghhh. im sound so alone rite. kesiaan.. this is me, like me love me as i am.. im not a good girl, nothing that i do can satisfied anyone! .urghh, i want to go travelling!

pleaseee i need fresh air, new air to breath.. i want to see other culture maybe from that i can learn to be more grateful, idk. maybe! urghh, yessss i want to travel, bought a camera, a handycam and go for a backpack with my friends , sound exciting. hahaa, when thinking of this, im feelin so great. pity me>>>>>>>>>>>

sorri Qadri. i do LOVE you

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2009-08-04T23:18:00.001-07:00

My dear dear dear deer! hahaha. how are you guys? im doing just fine, still had the fever.
idk, maybe its going to okay soon! oh ya, the picture above was taken by my dear friend whom i admire, ajiembo! hahaha. what a confession, but then i know there is nothing could happen between us, its impossible ! no freakin way im his type, *kesedaran diri* heeesh.. from all of his picture, i love this one, because its about the connection , actually its a bridge. and i hope maybe one day i will get connect to dotdot. hahahhahahaha , ! mmm. JK! once again kesedaran diri. well, actually because of the connection or what so ever people called it maybe it can be chemistry? naaah, maybe telecommunication? whhwhw. figure it out urself! because of its all we can get in touch with each other, uhhh, lets thanks who made it, thanks who idea of it and most of all thanks to yang Maha Kuasa whos gave the brain to us! Masya-Allah.sungguh indah aipe! ;))
okepp, dont get bored with me! haha. today i had my quiz, my law quiz, guess what i got 9 per 10
erghh, i know im good. but still im not the best. trying to be one someday, pray for me okayy.
*(&*(^&%^$#@$#! .. damn, im soo lapar! malas nya nak masak. x pandai pulak tuh.
idea pleaseeee.. eating outside? this hour? naaah, too bright outside.. maybe i should ikat perut , besides its near ramadhan , so practice jer la.
miss u guys xpecially you.. yeah you!

* singing out loud *sigh ;))

little me mess

2009-08-04T01:27:00.000-07:00

little girl

2009-08-04T00:34:00.000-07:00

Bleeding inside. urghh.

idk, i feel lyk so fuckin down today.

am i a burden ? uhhh.. hate me hate life hate misery!

i tried so hard to live life happily, try to fulfill all the need but then... what went wrong???

i dont know what should i do..

i cried so hard, tried asking for a help but im not able to, so alone.. fuckin alone. i want to get out and live by my own

built something new , have a life . not perfect but better.. be happy / living in a fantasy world or should i end this ?

i want to open my eyes and just a blink of it i want everything to change! i want to see the smile at everyone faces, the laugh they can make and the sound of a happy voices.

but its just a dream , can i keep on dreaming? can i?

i want to be an angel

i want to pleased everyone

i want them to thank god that im here for them

i want no regret

WAKE UP , butterfly do fly away, they dont just sit there even if u want them to.

u can never see the beautifull all the time.. they want to fly, have freedom!

im just the dumbass , i dont know how to show my feeling, keep it inside till it bleeding, felt like nothing is right . Everything is just a mess. help :( i have to do it all alone, make a living make a home. just chillax and be strong

*make them all come true (emotive)

jumping into nothingness

2009-08-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

EMPTYEMPTYEMPTY..

that is all that came out from my mind.

thinking of someone, someone that far from me..wish to be with! wtfuck! i dont want to be in love , not now.. urgh im so confused! again?!?!? i need a therapy, maybe spa would help me out? anyone? show me some love. pleaseee dude. <3

sometimes it aint easy to run ur life perfectly because we are human, and human being are the bestest friend of mistake.. what a stupido, btw to be the best we have to learn from our mistake right. right!!! hahaha. now u guys r agree with me, arigatou! yeeehaaa. my fever is still active, hope to get better soon. dont want to get that influenza, mintak jauh!

uhh, i miss my friend, desi,intan and kecik. Dear, u r so far away, wish u were here,so we can hangout and had fun, maybe karaoke! im lovin it. oh dear, my quiz is this wednesday, undang-undang lah! i have to memorize all the cases. shit, im not good at memorizing details, wait, im no good at everything actually! hahahahha. what a waste i am.

la la la la ala... i just watched the vid by alicia.

hahaha, just realizing that my body almost the same like her, plus beyonce plus j.lo and ashanti the diff is im short, way petite from all those girls hahha, and my boobs arent the same. mine more like supermodel,hahhhhhaha. omygosh, sungguh perasan! i am! hahaha ;)) dont give u guys a damn *middle finger ( secara sopan).. idk what else to pop out but im gonna stop right here right now.

good night ;)) keep on smilling, if u wont? , urgh dont want 2 c ur ugly face.JK!

exhausted

2009-08-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

im back.. back from that hectic city.. had so much fun!

whoa! i watched the proposal! grrrr what a movie, like it vv much okepp. do watch it! satisfaction guaranteed!

oh ya! kami ada bertanding karaoke! . its all sudden, xda plan pon.

1st prize my aunt kasi rm30, but then time bertanding xtau pon dpt prize.. got seven contestant.

cabot undi, im the 6th place, i dangdut!, senang nak pikat hati juri. hahahha.

rindu by amelina. so suit me!hahahahahhwahwhhahwha. wth! ;)) and the best part is, im the winner,yeahyeah..*applause

hey, today im going to mesra mall. mama want to buy me a watch, ellese, its rm1000 ++

but idk why i dont want it????!?!?! errghhhh, what a waste! .. hahaha, but dont worry im gonna claim it.. hahhaha. because next 2 week turun lagi! wait fer me! .. hoobastank here i come! hahaha.

dah la nak rilex, rasa mcm nak demam, seluruh badan dah panas..

love ya
love ya

*pedih tekak.

2009-07-29T11:40:00.000-07:00

i love her.. if im a guy,i would definitely date her! that is a must, she got a casual style, full lips, hot body, blonde, hearthrob!.

Scarlett im so yours!. i dont want to be anything other than you( if i could) hahaha.

okayy. darlingdarlingdarling, nothing much happend to me today.. as usual i woke up late afternoon.. wait for my mum to finish watch her sweet spy, she is so in love with dennis ho..

i admit he is hot!. haaa, sweet guy.

ooh yah, listen to one and only, nelly so hot and im so fallin for him! sweet talker, so happy he is with ashanti coz i love ashanti ! whwhwhw.

wtf, im in love with everyone today.

so in love with you too, thanks coz sudi read my blogs! hargai kamu my fans!.............<3

Today, abang d called mama, but im the one who picked up the phone, he told me that he is going to rent a house at damansara or port klang maybe, he invited me to move with him next year if i resist to futher my study . im so blur!!! im going to apply for maktab, im so gonna be a teacher! suits me aite! hahahahaha, coz im garang so anak2 akan takut, yeahyeahyeah. i dont want to make

any decision now, let the time tell! heesh@#@%#@%$#... but i would love to actually,gahagahgah 60/40 grrrrr. rawr.

Love! now im listening to The All-American Rejects, im going to memorize the lyrics for the worldstage this coming August! can't wait!!!! yeah, i got the tix from Nine! thankie dear, thanks for the special gift, lovin it.. hahaha, im so going, but i do need lots of preparation and $$$ hahahaha, im so fuckin broke aipe now, whutever. other artist that going to perform are kasabian, pixxie, boys like girls , estranged and many more!

so, lets kick our ass out there! whwhwhwhww. hey , ketemu yokk di sunway!! ;))

*lotsa love, wake me up this morning okayy.

HUNGER FOR ?

2009-07-28T02:27:00.000-07:00

grrrr. i want money money money , i want to be rich fuckin rich! yeahhhh. thinking of joining myspacetunai.com , maybe that will help me out. hahaha , i know im a jerk, but who knew maybe its true! so, im NEKAD, yeah i want to join this creepy thing! but then, untok modal pon wa talak ada duit, oh fuckin along tolong ini angah.hahahah heyy readers do join me , any info do msg me! hahahha, help me to help u to help me. its just rm50 as a capital, then u just need to find 5 persons if u r fuckin lazy or whatsoever peeps call it. how bout that? i know it aint easy to find 5 persons who willing to join this creepy things, but work it out guys, i know u cn do it,neither do i! hahaha. so, hw if i join ths thing first then i'll tell u guys the result. haha. hows that?? oh ya, i already gt a person whom promised me to join this things, so 4 more to go! hahaha. great isnt it? okepp enuff bout this myspacetunai thingy. okaayy mau pergi men ping pong, akmal jom!!

p/s= akmal whos be mention above is my brother.

*so fuckin semangat! btw, sory for the harsh words, semangat neh! ecehhhhh. ;))

stolen memories

2009-07-27T08:24:00.000-07:00

You could never realize that the person you trust or love would ever stab u.

it's hell hurt! its felt like u've been stab with a knife, deepdeep down ur stomach.auuuch! life doesnt always treatin u good.. bare with it! im so unlucky cause i have to get thru this in life, eventhoe its an old story but its hurt till now. uhhhh. and now i hate that bitch! , but still canT forget her, i do want to be her friends again..sigh*

stupid me aihh. im so glad that i hv my family and good friends who always here for me and sudi lend me their ears or shoulder for me to lean on, and now i have to moved on and be strong, always redha with eveything happend even ur sweetest memories or ur future been stolen , you have to remember things happend dengan izin yang Maha Kuasa.

*STRONG *gelihati ahahhaa

AMANINA FATIN MOHAMAD HANIM

2009-07-27T04:25:00.000-07:00

bloop bloopblop

2009-07-27T01:01:00.000-07:00

aku wanita punya hati nurani yang tak dapat dibohongi,aku wanita yang rapuh hatinya im so touched with the lyrics, do listen to it Wanita by dato' siti nurhaliza,i know its not a new song but i just heard it so im sharing it with you guys. Feeling mellow today, idk idk idk!! longing for something,urghh maybe if one of u guys treat me or take me to a place where people can cuci their mata by looking at great things ,hahahahahha.. gt what i mean?

i'm so celaru today, i miss someone, someone that i want to be with.. im not going to tell u guys whose that guy, its a hushhush.. okay im going to end this lovesick thing.haa! im so pissed with fa! haha, sori dearie sis , read this out. if u do want money , give some co-operation laa, im not going to let you work that easily, be a sweetheart and help me out! jerk! hahahhahha..

u guys u guys, i highly recommended u guys to watch this coraline movie, its not caroline okayy.Coraline.. its damn cool, im lovin it.. especially bobinsky,hahahha so fuckin hillarious!.

he is so remind me of my bro, akmal! with the long legs and the skinny. cant stop me from LOL.

but do take note its not a comedy movie.

Here goes...

2009-07-26T09:48:00.000-07:00

What about me? hahaha ;)) im famous, so i assume u guys already know about me. nahh, perasan kan?. one of my sifat, im neutral! no acid. Seriously saying im cute.(NODOUBT)

Here goes the story.. On the 21st of September 1988, born a lovely,charming,cute little girl with a weight of 3.1kg.hmmph, she was given a named called Amanina Fatin or now well known as Cimoi. Grew up in a town called Dungun, she is petite yet curvey(hot babes)akwakkwka..dont fall for that.puhles lah! she is now studying at UiTM Dungun for her diploma of Hotel Management. The end of the story. boriiingg me uh?.. catch upp with u later, im off to bed its already 3.48 am. ;))

i'm SOOOO New!!

2009-07-26T03:31:00.001-07:00

NEW BLOG! OMG!

im fuckin excited. thnx to rinrin my cuziee. she know why!oh ya also to dearest sis fa.

hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaa.. i cant stop thinking of make-up-ing my blog, wut a loser aipee. im so yesterday! heyy nine, get to know me okayy, im worth it. gelihati aku* .

guys , just take a sneak at the pic above. im sooo gonna have the eyebrow. okkaayy, i know what u guys thinking, its not that thick la actually.. alter it a bit lah, danng! fab! i know, im unique aite..hahahha. ;)) thankie u guys. love ya!