Date : Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Time : 10:57 AM
Title : twinkle little star

off to bed now.*meow
btw, i got test 2morrow.damn
luck all the way! hhhahhaa. tata

*sweet wet dreams

Date :
Time : 6:47 AM
Title : DUMBLEDORE IN MEMORY

im just gt back from tarawih.. hmm, my first time in this new mosque , what a change, dolu2 surau kecil and now! mesjid yang megah! .. and im proud to be in it! .. hopefully, Allah SWT bukakan hatiku untuk menjadi insan yang lebih mulia.
amin.
urghhh heres the sad part. guys! my dumbledore mati, redha jer la, maybe dia sakit, idk since hari beli dia sihat, but after a few days, dia cm lemah! cm sakit, i sedar dia mcm tu, but then still im not doing anything, just ignore.. maybe the time has come .. ... no more hammy. so sadddddd ;( tomato kamu sihat ya! stay pretty.

*thinking of buying crocs, blue or red? mmmmph

Date : Monday, August 24, 2009
Time : 7:38 AM
Title : castle of boredom

erghhh. my head is spinning! omg, maybe becuase im doing nothing? maybe because im only facing my whitey cutey laptop? idk!
plus m sooo damn boring.. my hammy jugak pemalas, always tido, all day long.errk, nak kena suntik kah?
bababababa. m im going to bank in some of my money at other account, coz i bought an oversized tee and cardigan.. but dont worry cause i do get the feedback from my customer. ergh, syukran!
sayangg, whoever u r come to me! be with me , lets jalanjalan..hehe
entah ape aku mepek! miss u guys, miss u girls!

this wednesday i got law test, lucky me its an open book test, so i dont need 2 study alot! arghrhrhrhr. pray for my successful! mwah.

*headache

Date : Sunday, August 23, 2009
Time : 6:56 AM
Title : dull dull blah

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2 days 2 days, i xleh puasa .. erghh.. fine, cause nnt leh ganti.
gosh, m so borrring, esok class as usual. mmm.. idk what to do , just waiting for saiful ntok bwk balik waffle n my pepsi twist. grrr, i miss u, yeah u. u know who u r. oh ya, i gt one more bff! my pakcik kesayangan , nine. he is so sweet, byk kecek!
intan, i miss u 2, kecik miss u 2, cuwa miss u 2, desi miss u 2. ahhh. letihnya. haha'. u guys! i think i gain weight.. ergh, beratnya badan malas nya ... maybe because of m getting old. idk, hope this puasa leh kembali berat asal..

today i dah bank in duit for my acid washed skinny and headband also clincher.. what else to buy. ? hmmmph..
always habiskan duit, but then duit itu dari hasil usaha ku sendiri.
so, its okayy lah, my mum pon x bising ,, kan kan..okayylah. xtau apa nak typoooo typoo lagi. my 2-2 hammy just fine. i miss my qadri. er, idc.haha

Date : Saturday, August 22, 2009
Time : 8:52 AM
Title : commitment

guys! announcement ..
i FELL IN LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH Shia Labeouf
gosh! ultimate feelingwith ultimate fallin.. always in my heart <3

Date :
Time : 3:43 AM
Title :

its been forever and ever and ever. gosh i miss doing this things. coretcoret...
wanna wish u guys a BIG happy ramadhan, and happy fasting! jangan skip2 tau.. but then, first day puasa ak udah ponteng! hahahha. cool huhh. chillax guys, bulan mulia ni gather byk2 pahala okeyy. blank lah! btw , its been raining today. rahmat! okepp imy.. byebye
mwaahh

Date : Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Time : 9:42 PM
Title : adore,miss,lucky

nigella! jimmy! do come to my house and cook for me, fuckin hungry.. i think i cn eat someone.. beware! .. and please stay away from me...
yeahh, today my class cancelled since the lecturer is away, so im having a total fun, eventhoe m alredy woke up and take a bath! it doesnt matter, the feeling is still great. err. i miss my fellow, my beautiful fellow, my intan, my kecik, my cuwa, my desi and my along. haaa, i want to be with them. miss u guys muchy muchy much! mwahhh! pls dont be apart. oh ya i miss u guys real guys thou. haha my qadri, my nine and my ajiem! mwahh. heart u guys! my friends are supercool and supersweetheart! eventhoe some of u guys i just know for ths short time, but then u guys just being superb kind hearted! argghhhh, glad knowing yall .
err, idk why all of sudden i watched this music and lyrics again. haha, idk for how many times already, and the more i watched that movie the more i fell in love wit drew barrymore.. i lover her style and her voice, haha. lovin everything about her.
currently im listening to ave maria by beyonce, my god! im so touched . ;( u guys, listen to it, puhlliissss..oh ya, btw alhamdulillah, my business is getting better. whoa, syukur and im thinking of buying hamster today.cant wait! errrr. m goin to name the hammy dumbledore! hahaha. and maybe hegrid , cute aipe. maybe a hamster o g.pig.. which is betteR? mmmmmph..

toodles
*je'taime

Date : Monday, August 17, 2009
Time : 11:29 AM
Title :

Bytheway, dont worry i do wear protection! hahaha.
chillax guys! oh ya, HAZIEM SULAIMAN.. i miss u, i think u should know!
mwacks ;*

Date :
Time : 11:09 AM
Title : AAR superawesome. marry me tyler!

its been like forever im not tellin you guys whats on my mind
haaa, i bet u guys miss me! grrrr. wtd! hahaha. okkayy, now its 2.10 in the morning.. and what the hell am i doing? why arent i sleeping? im not feelin like it at this moment. yeahh. mlm masih muda! and im still young. live life to the fullest! grrr. nope, dont take that as a note! ohh u shouldnt have! okayy.
about the worldstage thingy! yeah. SUPERAWESOME! the best ever and i love AAR so baddddd! .. yeahh yeahhh, haaa, n i met my new guy, nine! he is supercool, supersweetheart, thanks for the kindness! thanks okay! hope to see u next time! we can chillax, maybe nonton! hee ;D
ohhhhh.. i got a confession to make. sooner i will tell the whole world that im back with this guys! this one guys that keep loving me and willing to take care of me.
i think this is the best decision that i can think of.
whoa, its not easy but .. here goes.

to be cont.. (actually there is something on my mind that burden me)

*p/s- mr nine, thanks huny! u r the best, im so glad that we r friends
i really hope that our friendship would lasts forever, i heart u nine!
peace.. trying to gali u moe

Date : Thursday, August 13, 2009
Time : 7:59 PM
Title : rebel, deep inside my <3

i dont know somehow i felt like they delay this trip on purpose.
arghh. tense!.. how come, its all because tha BIG D .. fuck life.
what the hell they want from us? being a good dolly girls all the time?
what if we are? they still dont want to believe, still felt like others are more better, they never gonna realize that we r doing what we can and the best.
r v too much? arghhh.
i know i may sound too harsh, but then, my patience also got the limit.
is it so hard, just to stood in one decision, once u made it , u gave us hope then u want to ruin it last minute? WTH!??!?!!!
i dont understand at all, everytime the D is coming back home, then v r gonna fight, arguing sanasini lah. arshole! .. i know he like the house to be in tense, all his kids being like a soldier, silent in the house... dia nak rumah x bernyawa! wth? we r kids and this is what we good at.. NOISE! FML! if u really dont like us, then leave us, maybe one day if u need us back, come to us, we can accept u, after all ure not the one who took care of us all this time? all of sudden, when u already broke, the u want to rule the house? , D i told you, my heart is sick of this!, cant take this no more,

*rebelled

Date :
Time : 10:44 AM
Title : rupanya hujan di tengahari.

sadly, im not going tonight.
its been postpone for tomorrow.
something came up, this evening and we have to canceled the trip
hopefully tomorrow, we r going, i cant bare just to sit at home, doing nuthing
accept for kemaskini rumah . fuckin boring.. lame huh???
btw, we had a fight with my mum and dad this evening, samll matter, but when u ungkit punkit jungkit semua.. yeah its getting bigger and hotter.
mmm sabar je lah! naik hantu masingmasing!
im packing all my stuff for the trip tomorrow, cuba cubi baju2.. hah! and wallah, the result mengancam! hahha. nope lah, im simple okay.
o yah, m off to bed now, my mata sgt pedih, my head nyutnyut sebab menangis yg teruk.
*emo

HML

Date :
Time : 1:19 AM
Title : journey

counting..
two more hours before my journey to k.lumpur
btw, am i too much? *sigh

Date : Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Time : 9:05 AM
Title : even when she said nothing

Today, i got 2 class. one in the afternoon, and one more, tonight.
but then i skip one class so, only got one left! .
and now im finish study for today.
i went to post office this evening, cause got 3 shirt to be post and after that me, fa , akmal, and khairy went to karaoke box.
ergghh. i sang a few songs, which are dipersimpangan dilema, kesetiaan, cinta akhir garisan and one more.. i cant remember. hahwahwha,
i think i can be a singer! hahaha. if not lion pon acceptable!
hahahaha.. so, let me tell u guys something..
i called HER yesterday. pleaseee dont get mad at me, at least that the least i can do. i miss her, but i know im maybe doing something wrong here,
but i cant help myself.. it is not that i want to be like her..
i just want her to be my friend, idk it is just the feeling from my heart!
im just being honest, if not it feel lyk something heavy i carried on my life these past few month,
yes! i admit i tried to hate her, stay away from her, get her out of my life but then, it was so hard, the more i tried the more her faces come into my mind!
am i going crazy? maybe some dumb bitch! hahaha.
sorri folks for letting u down! ..
okey enuff for this story.. haha. the rest im going to keep it myself!.
this nite, im going out with kecik, makan kat balai.. fetch dia kat rumah, then contact shah ajak lepak skali. after that we went to karaoke.. again for today! hahahha. hermm. shah! u r talented! ur voice! amazed me! hahaha.
dah jatuh hati ngan suara shah pulak! habeslah! hahahha.
thanks for today guys! at least got something diff to do from usual days.. kan kan.
so today wasnt bad at all for me! yeahh.. two thumbs up for myself! haha.
oh ya i hope azlie will get well soon, he told me that he is not feeling well, maybe nak fever kot. idk, makan ubat ya dear! .. jangan jatuh sakit! susah nnt!
uhh.
okay guys end of story for today.
im going to take a nap!
see ya later.

to be con..

Date : Monday, August 10, 2009
Time : 10:35 PM
Title : to her

dear.. month by month passed by, but till now i cant get her out of my mind!
why? am i desperately want her back in my life?
i want to be like the first time we knew each other, we can hanging out just the two of us, telling each other secret. urghh, why is this happening to us?
why wont she shared her secret with me? and why cant we get along? i love you, deep down my heart, i want to be with u, be one of ur bff , i dont know, am i stupid? maybe.. but uhhh. its hard i dont know how to be her friends. maybe i should contact her again? naah, maybe not, i dont want to bother her new life with new girlfriends.
maybe one day if we meant to be together, we will!
sorry for what ive done. her 2229

Date :
Time : 7:26 AM
Title : blue moon

ive been punished! shit @!^$@#^&!%*. arghhh, so much tense right now.
just now i sakat2 my brother ngan website hantu yang mengejut tuh.. i know dia lemah ngan hantuhantu ni but then i dont know that he will get that far nya terkejut, cm terperanjat sgt. sobsob... pastuh tetiba my mum keluar dan find out apa yang kami buat sebab bobinsky menangis tersedu sedan, pastuh kena leter .. mcm 3 jam kena! hahaha! TENSEN! sangat! pastuh cm yg past2 pon dia ungkitkan balik.
well, fyi my mum nya mulut nie. mulut puaka sket, dia nya puaka leh terguris tercalar semua hati yang keras pon.! hahaha. but then its my mum i tetap sayang dia okey. mengumpat sket2 jer.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... what should i do.. mmg fa pon kena skali jugak la sebab both of us yang sakat nie, and we r the spoilest kids that they got! damn. suxx! nak emo lah! nuff said!
Today abg d dah balik,dalam jam 4, my gosh! i miss hazqil so much, he is getting clever, sweeter than ever. wish i could hug him again, kiss and hug for u my little deary! *sigh* what a bad day ;( wish tomorrow will be better! ;D

Date : Saturday, August 8, 2009
Time : 7:58 AM
Title : TEST

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF U MAKE A DECISION AND YOU REGRET OF IT
BUT YOU STILL STUCK WITH IT?

Date :
Time : 3:59 AM
Title : kind of fun. ;)

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog. Write the names of 21 friends you can think of in your head. And then answer the questions , Say you're guessing if you don't know , but at least guess on all of them.After doing this , tag your unlucky friends to do the same.

1. Ajiem
2. FA
3. Qadri
4. Nine
5. Intan
6. Desi
7. Kecik
8. cuwa
9. bobinsky a.k.a akmal
10. sefool
11. hurin
12. kikih
13. shah
14. tengku
15. yaya
16. azlie
17. camelia
18. fufu
19. adib
20. baby
21. sheda

1. How do you meet 7?
in UiTM.. my best friend! (kecik)

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
whoa! maybe one of us never meant to be cousins?? haha (yaya)

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
grrr. NEVER! no. er, idk, i adored no.1 ;)) (baby & ajiem)

4. Have you seen 17 cried?
yeahh! pity her. im here for u (camelia)

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
hahaha. hope so! naahh dont think so! (nine & azlie)

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
yeah! supercool! meowmeow rinrin.. (rinrin)

7. What's 2 favourite colour?
hmmm.. i think its pink.whwhwhhw (fa)

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
hahha. just now..about grr.sexii (akmal)

9. What language does 8 speak？
malay, english, jawa, johor. hahha. want more? (cuwa)

10. Who is 13 going out with?
err.. maybe me?! hahaha, nope lah.idk. later i ask him (shah)

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
yeah!.. i want to make love too. hahaha (camelia)

12. Where does 18 live?
somewhere in kl.. gr.. sori lupa pulak ;P (fufu)

13. What is the best thing about 4?
gila Kentang! (nine)

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
mu gila mu gila mu gila mu gila mu gila! (sefool)

15. What is the best thing about 20?
argh, i just love her (baby)

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
nope. cheeks! yeah.. (fa)

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
whoa to many to tell.. karaoke, overnite! be her close friend, miss u dear (intan)

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
this coming 15/8 , WORLDSTAGE! thankie 9 (nine)

19. How is 7 different from 6?
kecik; untalkative cuwa;sisterhood (kecik & cuwa)

20. Is 2 pretty?
yeah, very! (fa)

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
mature (yaya)

22. How did you meet 3?
time one dtg ntok jumpa fa! saat itulah..;)) (qadri)

23. Is 5 your best friend?
no doubt! (intan)

24. Do you hate 12?
absolutely NO! i love her (kikih)

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
nope. one day mb ;D (fufu)

26. When was the last time you saw 16?
3 days ago (azlie)

27. Have you been to 5's house?
well, yeah baby! (intan)

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
tomorrow maybe? haha mu gila! (sefool)

29. Are you close to 11?
yeah. we r cuzie for life! (rinrin)

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
nope. one day maybe! (nine)

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
never, no way.. we understand each other (cuwa)

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
hahaha. sure! if he do. ;D (adib)

33. When have you lied to 3?
nope. never. im a good person! (qadri)

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
hermm. ask her urself! (rinrin)

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
we in the same house! we know everything! haha (akmal)

43. Has 21 met your parents?
ya iyalah.. :P (sheda)

44. How did you meet 11?
the day she was born ;P (rinrin)

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
no way.. aku sayang dia okey (qadri)

46. Do you live close to 7?
sadly we r not (kecik)

47. What is 8's favourite food?
mmm, nearly everything.. (cuwa)

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
errr... never ask him about that. mm (ajiem)

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
yeahhh.! everytime (akmal)

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
idk, i dont give a damn.. kind of hate him. hahahha (tengku)

Date :
Time : 1:07 AM
Title :

im back from the wedding, just near my house.. its a wedding of kak sabrina and his husband azmi. nice concept, its a garden .. with live band and so onnn..
the food is also okayy lah.. im not into nasi minyak ! but then, the sirap calm me. ahaaaa.. later,we went to see the pengantin. what a beauty!
the simple make up. arghh, i dream for it on my wedding day one day. ohh and the best part is there are few photographer.. they keep taking the photo of me and my sis.. haha. i like it, using their D700 , D90 and D300 .. a great electronic <33 me lovin it. im so blush when they taking the pic, but then, it feels great, hah boleh jadi model sambilan! hahahhahha.. i ask them which r easy to use either canon or nikon, one of them said, its the same u just have to have the passion to learn it , but the other said its nikon.. hmmph, so im thinking of buying nikon.haha... i know the camera thingy is lame already but.. wtf?!?!?!?!hahahha so, mama said to them that me and my sis really love taking picture.. want to be a photographer and blabla.
and they said, yeah why not, they r looking for ladies photographer! hahaha. yeah my chance!.. and one of them aske me whether im still schooling and tingkatan brape???!?!?
wth?!?! haha. muda sgt ke aku?. hmmph, naah im 21 lah!. haha. boleh kerja sudah tau..
so, they give me their card . so later i can contact them and maybe can ask for the picture that they took . hahaha.. grr, hopefully i can be like one of them one day. really in love with that kind of job, travelling, taking picture! grrr,rawr. whatever.

Date : Friday, August 7, 2009
Time : 2:02 AM
Title :

Date : Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Time : 10:55 PM
Title : red light means don't go

Date : Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Time : 11:18 PM
Title : blank

My dear dear dear deer! hahaha. how are you guys? im doing just fine, still had the fever.
idk, maybe its going to okay soon! oh ya, the picture above was taken by my dear friend whom i admire, ajiembo! hahaha. what a confession, but then i know there is nothing could happen between us, its impossible ! no freakin way im his type, *kesedaran diri* heeesh.. from all of his picture, i love this one, because its about the connection , actually its a bridge. and i hope maybe one day i will get connect to dotdot. hahahhahahaha , ! mmm. JK! once again kesedaran diri. well, actually because of the connection or what so ever people called it maybe it can be chemistry? naaah, maybe telecommunication? whhwhw. figure it out urself! because of its all we can get in touch with each other, uhhh, lets thanks who made it, thanks who idea of it and most of all thanks to yang Maha Kuasa whos gave the brain to us! Masya-Allah.sungguh indah aipe! ;))
okepp, dont get bored with me! haha. today i had my quiz, my law quiz, guess what i got 9 per 10
erghh, i know im good. but still im not the best. trying to be one someday, pray for me okayy.
*(&*(^&%^$#@$#! .. damn, im soo lapar! malas nya nak masak. x pandai pulak tuh.
idea pleaseeee.. eating outside? this hour? naaah, too bright outside.. maybe i should ikat perut , besides its near ramadhan , so practice jer la.
miss u guys xpecially you.. yeah you!

* singing out loud *sigh ;))

Date :
Time : 1:27 AM
Title : little me mess

Date :
Time : 12:34 AM
Title : little girl

Date : Monday, August 3, 2009
Time : 9:10 AM
Title : jumping into nothingness

EMPTYEMPTYEMPTY..

Date : Sunday, August 2, 2009
Time : 9:48 AM
Title : exhausted