Date : Monday, November 30, 2009
Time : 1:24 AM
Title :

heyy, its raining today..
soooooo damn cold!
i got flu and i had headache! ahh, and and im so boring.
i got nothing to do, got nothing to update with you guys.
just now i call hazim.. ahh, relief siket,biarlah sekejap pon.
ckp ngan baby 22 mins je..
whatelse ah? nothing.. nothing. im a boring person!
gahhh.

bye.

Date : Saturday, November 28, 2009
Time : 1:17 AM
Title : sweetness

Date : Friday, November 27, 2009
Time : 11:52 PM
Title : misses

thousand misses :

cuwa
intan
haziem
nine
fa
hazqil
along

whoelse eh?

Date :
Time : 11:45 PM
Title : long

distance is really not a problem if you love that person

Date :
Time : 1:29 AM
Title : curhat

blast day!, today is eid adha!
while waiting for my pet society nak buka im thinking of blogging and tumblr.
banyak sgt nak took care of!
ahhh, what can i say, i miss someone.
it seems like i miss someone like everyday , every minutes and every seconds now!
im so thankful!
i hope this time is the right person, i just want to be in love and want it to be the best ever and the last one!
capek sudah! later i will reveal the person.
pray for my happiness!

*part of the lists

Date :
Time : 1:12 AM
Title : dear..

Dear Tummy,

Sorry for the butterflies lately,
but i swear it is not my fault.
It is his.

Date : Thursday, November 26, 2009
Time : 11:01 AM
Title : H.S

i need love!
i need you!

Date :
Time : 10:49 AM
Title : zodiac

VIRGO - THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER
(8/23-9/22)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis’ in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.


PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT
(2/19-3/20)
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to give up.

Date : Saturday, November 21, 2009
Time : 11:16 AM
Title : how about you?

Date : Friday, November 20, 2009
Time : 8:17 AM
Title : Q wishlists

Date :
Time : 5:27 AM
Title : Words women use & what they really mean:

Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.

Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.

Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.

Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.

Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.

Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.

Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”.


*copied from rinrin ( and this is soooooo true! hahah)

Date : Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Time : 10:56 PM
Title : film

gahhh, bloggy.
id even k how to write a blog nemo!
it seems that nothing special pop up in my daily life.
but the love story was an exception
today is thursday, hope for a better day!
maybe im goin to pasar malam.. my sis want to treasure the heels over there!
we are the budget girl, hv to shops budgetly..haha. pity us!
dont even care, s long s v lewk gud on it!oyehoyeh..
argh, today m really hoping that my brother would sy that
i may come with him to kuala lumpur.
errrr.. but idk my feeling is not really good, myb bad luck?
but m not doin the packing yet. ahahha.
so, no rugirugi.
that is it fer today.
told ya im boring. haha.

*turn me on

Date :
Time : 10:41 PM
Title : the one

in the end,
you'll
know which people really love
you,
they are the ones who see you
for who you are and,
no matter
what always find a way
to be at your
side.

Date : Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Time : 11:35 PM
Title : please..

Date : Monday, November 16, 2009
Time : 9:37 AM
Title : congrats yaww!

if yuo can raed tihs, you hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Can you raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

Date : Monday, November 9, 2009
Time : 7:45 PM
Title : i got bored ;D

Are you ready for a long survey ?
absolutely!

What does the song you’re listening to remind you of?
it's my life-bon jovi

Is there someone who makes you instantly smile when you receive a message from them?
yeah :)

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
exam!

Are you disappointed in anyone?
nope.

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
thinking about things..

What were you doing at 3am this morning?
doing my past years questions.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell anyone?
of course, the best friend ;)

Is there anything in your past that you would do differently?
not falling in love just because of sympathize (idk the spelling)hahaha..

Will this weekend be a good one?
hopefully, dunno what im doing yet though

How many tattoos would you get?
wahhh.. never

What is the latest you’ve stayed up in the past week?
it seems like everyday? ehe

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
depends, sometimes you do need that one on one :)

Where’s your phone right now?
next to me.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
yes and id never want it to end.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
yeah and they got pretty annoyed :L

Who was your last missed call from?
haziem sulaiman

What woke you up this morning?
haziem sulaiman

Could you date someone taller than you?
of course!

Is there anyone that hates you right now?
hopefully not.

Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
naaah

If someone liked you, what would be the best way for them to tell you?
any way just tell me!

Are you looking forward to anything?
yeees! meeting someone! and finished my dip!

Do you like surprises?
well, ofcourse baby suga!

Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
both :) but if i hav to choose, i go for a gorgeous smile!

Is it easy to make you smile?
yeah.

What color is your toothbrush?
blue.

Have you ever had a black and white cat?
nopee.

Last time you had someone cook for you?
last night

What are you doing right now?
filling this out.

Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
nah but makes me pretty sad :(

Are promises important to you?
yeah, trust is extremely important.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
zara

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night of course.

What are you listening to right now?
a little love song-jennifer

Eye color?
black/dark brown

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
nope.

Favorite Season?
spring? hahha

Last Movie you Watched?
year one

Piercings?
ears.

What were you doing before filling this out?
facebook.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
right.

Are you missing someone?
yeah :(

Do you have a tattoo?
nope.

How’s your hair?
annoying.

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
no :L

First thing you thought about this morning?
exam and him!

Are you shy?
sometimes.

Favorite tv show?
gossip girls

What are the things you always take with you?
mobile&lipsticks

Are you there for your friends?
yeah im always there if they need me:)

Are you a forgiving person?
depends..

What alcohol do you drink?
nope!

Who is with you now?
my sister , fa

Who were you with last time you ate?
the family.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
epul

Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
haha yes!

What are your plans for tonight?
going to bed in a bit.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yeh anyday.

What’s your favorite subject?
english

Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
me and salwa, yahoo messenger :L

Do you want to be married right now?
:L no.

What do you usually do first in the morning
dreaming.

Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
no.

What are you looking forward to about tomorrow?
nothing, its going to be a crap day.. i have a exam! :(

Do you know anyone who is a hypocrite?
yeh almost everyone is.

Are you expecting a phone call?
heee, yeah?

Do you think alcohol should be banned?
yeahhh

When you’re in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
friends, music

Date :
Time : 10:44 AM
Title : ...

rm178
am i worth it?

* thanks.
i need u so much!

Date : Friday, November 6, 2009
Time : 2:26 AM
Title : the follower

don't know where i'm going
but i'm going after you!..


if not now then when?

Date :
Time : 1:52 AM
Title : reality

LiFE is full of tragic
full of drama

so complicated

LiFE is full of suprises
and suspens!..
bare with it.

you just have to be prepared
and be mean sometimes.
dont let the world rules you

think twice!

Date : Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Time : 4:03 AM
Title : please??

I wanted you to fight for me.I wanted you to say there is no one else you could ever be with and you'd rather be alone then without me.

Date : Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Time : 6:42 AM
Title : A lists of feelings

Nostalgia
Longing
Anxiety
Anticipation
Contentment
Elation
Love
Understanding
Nervousness
Decisiveness
Melancholy
Hopefullness

Date :
Time : 6:40 AM
Title : what if ?

if i died tonight, how many people would care?
how many people would know?
how many people would moan and wish they had me back?
how many people would regret being assholes?
how many people would wish they loved me more?
how many people would wish they loved me less?

Date : Monday, November 2, 2009
Time : 6:52 AM
Title : the end

1 november 2009

we were talking on the phone.
i treat him lyk always.. but then just a lil bit of my self showed!
he noticed and me too...
after half and hour talking,
he send me an sms ...

"why wont you say 'i love you' anymore?"

im blurred! idk wether i should
tell him the truth or lied to myself again..
and ... the ugly truth is shown..
im shaking but at the same time i felt a thousand of relief!
ive never been this honest about my feeling to him..
idk how should i react, i will go with the flow..
but then
he send me an sms again,

"we're done"

i cried! .. confused!
is this the right decision??!?!?
oh God please tell me what should i do.
i lost the person that love me and care for me.
i take the risks to be with someone that i like.
is this the best decision??..
or im just ruined with my chance to be happy?. i dont know.
not even a clue.
im just following my heart.

i asked him.. wether he is serious or not..
then he answered...

"Am i serious? ofcourse i am. Look,
im really tired of this thing happening
again and again. so, harap kamu faham.
Thx for the love u gave me anyway.
Bye."

once again, i felt empty
the emptiness that have to be fulfilled
arghhh.. more blurred!
i cried cried and cried..
do i make the right decision?
im questioning myself over and over and over again
im exhausted..

is this the end of everything? or just a beginning to a new thing?
we will see..

Date :
Time : 6:26 AM
Title : my roc

If I wrote a book about where we stand,then the title of my book would be life with Superman, that´s how you make me feel, I count you as a privilege, this love is so ideal, I´m honored to be in it,I know you feel the same, I see it everyday, in all the things you do, and all the things you say
You are my roc, you're the truth, I love to roc with you, you're everything I need, so baby roc with me..I wanna kiss ya, feel ya,(please ya just fine)I wanna touch ya,love ya .
Reward ya for all the things you do, If I were to try to count,the ways to make me smile
I'd run out of fingers before I run out of timeless things to talk about suga
you keeps it going on,make me wanna keep my loving strong,make me wanna try my best to give you what you want,what you need, giving you my whole heart not just a little piecemore than a minimum,
I´m talking everything more than a single wish
I´m talking every dream
If there´s options, I don't want them, they're not worth my time cause if it's not you
Oh, no thank you, I like us just fine you a roc in the sand,
you're the smile in a crowd,
you´re my joy through the pain,
you're the truth through the lies,no matter what I do, I know that I can count on you