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Date : Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Time : 12:34 AM Title : little girl  Bleeding inside. urghh. idk, i feel lyk so fuckin down today. am i a burden ? uhhh.. hate me hate life hate misery! i tried so hard to live life happily, try to fulfill all the need but then... what went wrong??? i dont know what should i do.. i cried so hard, tried asking for a help but im not able to, so alone.. fuckin alone. i want to get out and live by my own built something new , have a life . not perfect but better.. be happy / living in a fantasy world or should i end this ? i want to open my eyes and just a blink of it i want everything to change! i want to see the smile at everyone faces, the laugh they can make and the sound of a happy voices. but its just a dream , can i keep on dreaming? can i? i want to be an angel i want to pleased everyone i want them to thank god that im here for them i want no regret WAKE UP , butterfly do fly away, they dont just sit there even if u want them to. u can never see the beautifull all the time.. they want to fly, have freedom! im just the dumbass , i dont know how to show my feeling, keep it inside till it bleeding, felt like nothing is right . Everything is just a mess. help :( i have to do it all alone, make a living make a home. just chillax and be strong *make them all come true (emotive) |
My name is bloody Cimoi. I come from XOXOX outerspace and Im found to have drugs and hate paparazi . - founded the word " Happpy " - meet the PORNSTAR - friends with dragqueen - help single mothers raise their kids July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 akan datang i uat kejadah ni.xoxo  beauties |