Date : Friday, September 11, 2009
Time : 2:44 AM
Title : breaking

i hate this.
WHY? i try to do my best.. why , what with the critics?
do u think its a good one? no.. its not going on well with me.
yea its my fault i didnt smile, but i do it with all my heart, its a sincere one.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. no mood. at all!!!!
feels like eating outside today, but idk who i want to invite ..
m so alone .. takkan nak berbuka sendirian? argh.. o maybe i can take away my food and eat in the car? mmm. how bout that? . argh , fuck up giler argh!
i love to be her helper, but i cant take the critics anymore. its to harsh for me or am i being too sensitive.? i hope one day we both we realize with what we are doing.

*tense